I apologised for the two-day delay; one tends to forget days in the holidays. 20/04/2010 I am under the impression that humans settle too quickly with routine. For some reason a monotonous life appeals to us. And yet, we complain we have no variation, we are constantly searching for out “adrenaline rush”. Damn! Having someone [...]
Posts Tagged ‘feelings’
Standing In the Same River.
Posted in Diary, tagged change, different, feelings, futile, growing up, holidays, life, love, monotonous, past, river, routine, Self, variation on December 23, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Kiss me.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged anger, astray, bitterness, bittersweet, Desire, different, feelings, hair, hate, honesty, intelligence, interesting, kiss, knowledge, late, laughter, life, lips, love, lust, melodramatic, mind, philosophy, physics, Polish, pretty, psychological, puzzle, rant, sadness, witty on December 20, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Ah. Here I am again. Desiring that which I cannot have. Oh, why have I done this to myself? “Something’s different,” you’d said that last time. Yes, it was. Surprisingly enough, for me, even though I did not realise it at the time. Ah, how I hate you and desire you at the same time. [...]
Religion.
Posted in Diary, tagged adoration, belief, Faith, feelings, fight, God, help, humanity, kill, love, mistakes, religion, speak on November 9, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
03/04/2010 Today I went to church. I think that for the first time I learnt the meaning of Easter. I feel that God is real and honestly there. In the future, when I read this again, I will either be proud of my belief, or consider myself a nutter for believing. I hope it is [...]
Fires at Last.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged beautiful, bliss, feelings, fireworks, future, hope, lights, new, night, re-lighting, shower, spark, world on November 6, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Never thought you’d make me feel like this. I suppose I should not have allowed myself to feel like this. But if you can make such a promise true, then why not? No- it may be just my imagination, I may be preemptive something which will never happen, but I want you to know that I wouldn’t [...]
A look into the past?
Posted in Diary, tagged diary, feelings, important events, looking back, love, past, regret, suffer, suppress on November 6, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
02/04/2010 My thoughts are too volatile, and I can rarely keep a constant diary. But today I read some entries from years back and they interested me, so I realise the importance of capturing unimportant events. The reason I went back to them was because I wanted to know how I felt -so that I may never [...]
